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Vanity's Snare
Sandra Long Toups
 November 04 2024 at 01:23 am
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Vanity’s Snare Mirror, mirror on the wall, I take issue with thee. For I cannot say I recognize you at all. Dare I disavow the mirror’s accusation? For you lay bare my soul in the reflection. The new fine lines residing on my face Are out of place. Foreigners on foreign land, vagabonds forlorn, among the alien corn. Oh, how the landscape of my face has changed, once a youthful blossoming garden, now desolate terrain. Resculpting the facial expressions she had worn since the day born. Wrinkle lines mapping new directions North, South, East, and West. Mirror, mirror on the wall, Redirect and banish these stubborn wrinkle lines at my behest To the land of ancient times, the island of Patmos. That once desolate terrain where a message descended from the heavenly cosmos From Almighty God, given to Jesus Christ, to his angel, delivered to his obedient bond-servant John. Where The Book of Revelation of Apocalyptic things to come, was written by the authors’ prose. Mirror, mirror on the wall, My eyes a compass rose, Never lose sight, forge ahead like Ponce de León. Focus on the tip of my nose, The cliffs edge overlooking the sea. And make these wrinkles vanish, jump off the cliff and wash away to the bottom of the sea. Or cast far, far away to a different shore. Mirror, mirror on the wall, Yet again we meet, I have it on good authority from above, You’re neither friend nor foe. Merely an object reflecting flesh and soul. I’m in charge, the queen bee, you must listen to me. A red herring I don’t need, rid me of these crow’s-feet. Cascading waterfall from the Fountain of Youth, Be diligent and clever, rain upon me favor like a youthful snow-white dove. Mirror, mirror on the wall, Bestow upon me a Springtime of life at dawn like a tender white lily flower. My skin, soft fragrant pedals, skin to my bones, the essence of a flowers gentle embrace, A face in repose is a reflection of what once was but is no more. Hold sway, forbidden fruit of old in the secret place with The Tree of Life minus the sorrow. Much like the wrinkles on a log, a wood carver sculpts a work of art. Whirlpools of metamorphosis spin silk, churning vast powerful sea Barter, sacrificial lost ships to swallow. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, Herein lies the plea. Rejuvenate me by dint of resurrecting the Fountain of Youth, my bleeding heart’s desire. Spirits compose and levitate a phenomenal schism’s choir, The mecca of the Seven Seas split apart, August black waters whispering Mozart. Throw in the goblet and see what manifests, breaking the pupa shell, I cast my spell. Atom split of the Holy Grail! Unredeemable prideful wretched soul, empty and shallow, Vanity cares only of self, forsaking all others, the flesh is here today and gone tomorrow. Trespass on your time, in the final analysis, awaiting you is the gallows. Crossing the Rubicon, much like the destruction equivalent to the weight of a lilliputian butterfly. Wartime sacrificial blood and treasure, no amount can measure. Hundreds of thousands died long ago, instantly in a moment in time, Some vaporized, some left permanent sun and moon shadows. Others died later, a second death from the nuclear shower effects, many lived to regret. Mirror, mirror on the wall, Upon her word in Crimson Tide, she’ll forge ahead. Then suddenly, she fell to crying, The echoes from the depths and darkness of her bleeding heart, know timeworn is dying. Pride and vanity are in control and won’t let go, a tightened grip, a stronghold, caused her to slip. That serpent of old did strike her head, the strike to his heel, She could not seal without prayer; she bore no fruit; an empty soul is a powerless dragon slayer. Mirror, mirror on the wall, The time in the hourglass hath pass, It is useless to avert your eyes, no time to laugh and no time to cry. You pay me a great insult for you’ve traveled this road many times. Mighty mirror you knew how this would end. The powers that be, led you to me. Hocus-Pocus, Black Water Evocus, grant me anti-aging dark magic from the depths of the Mariana Trench. All at once, a malodor clinging to a swarm of locusts surrounds Hellina BlaBlaBla, the egotistical feckless soul of a wench. Engulfed in babblement, lacking self-awareness void of any and all discernment. Liberum Arbitrium, her life, a foregone conclusion, derived from a flat cerebrum, As there is nothing between the ears, nothing of value did she consume. No doubt will guarantee a lost soul doom. Blinded by insanity from her abhorrent vanity. Never knowing where to go, wanting more and more, always thirsty without a quench. All manner of pride, never satisfied, always playing Russian Roulette without focus or a steady hand, ends in regret. Mirror, mirror on the wall, You caught site of her soul, saw her hand, you doubled down, She knew not the house always wins; vanity played the jester; she fell down and lost her crown. Such is the result of gambling in a funhouse; a casino of laughing mirrors, distorting reality, Banked her life away on a game, house of cards, that old blackjack now known as twenty-one. Her allure is bonafide, that said, her faith and mastery are only skin-deep, you reap what you sow, then grow old. Hellina BlaBlaBla only wants to be pretty because she thinks she can fake being smart. A fake Christian lacking faith has separated from the faith, love and truth of God, In the eyes of God, she has become persona non grata, wickedly rebellious in the name of Vanity, her intifada. Just one bite of the apple, skin-deep, a beautiful butterfly reincarnates, or so she thinks. Because things are not always as they seem. A blasphemous superficial soul bears no fruit. Mighty Mirror acquainted with a fool’s errand, a lost soul’s haughty heart. Is aware who is courting disaster by courting the wrong master. The lull before the storm, ravishing hues in the skies of Lilac. The seas are roaring, the wind is howling, the clouds cloaked in raven black. Wearing sackcloth and ashes, Sky’s omen of grave portent. Lost black sheep prideful and ostentatious, you haven’t a clue, What awaits you in the realm of darkness, the devil’s den in the abyss. Nevermore will you find peace. The heavens above infuriated, fiery thunder shaking the firmament, Lightning bolts of wrath striking to and fro, a perfect fuse. The fallout borne by abandoning God’s natural creation and truth, Over your obsession with vanity’s youth. Willfully embracing a demonic deity, guised as earthly vanity, that deceitful ruse. Foolish woman, what have you done? Your face is unrecognizable, injected with unnatural particles. Arrogant and boastful, lacking faith and your knowledge is elemental. Modern day woman, full of unrest, you are a paradox, aesthetically obsessed. Yours is a fruitless endeavor and everything Almighty God detests. Even the Canaanite woman in the rough was pure at heart with profound faith and humbly made her way to Christ. You know not that the meek will inherit the earth while you parade yourself in shallow vanity day and night. No doubt you’d iron your face, withstanding the heat, To smooth out the wrinkles like the linen sheets She’s squandering time dreaming of the past, that which is exhausted and gone. Every day spent in life is a changing phase. Age gracefully and yours is the secret to peace and happiness. A malcontent woman obsessed with present vanity’s folly; a harlequin swathed in malevolence. Living an ill-fated façade, lost in the desert, delusional of the future, spiraling down Black Swan. She knows not and knows not that she knows not, she’s daft - school her or avoid her, in that sequence. Intemperate woman, lover of self; engulfed in self-admiration, vanity, a demonic temptation. No fault in preserving the appearance of natural beauty, health, and youth, But making yourself into something you are not, is a tragic misconception and ill-advised. Labor to remedy your low self-esteem and less focused being artificially revised. Yet, she is prideful, defiant, rebellious, and refused to listen, a cautionary tale. Unlock the gates from the depths of the sea and summon that evil, archaic, giant serpent. He that resides in the abyss and goes by many names, masking many heads, bring him to me! The sound of rattling chains heard breaking, the shackles undone, An eerie silence took the air hostage, before the encroaching darkness did come. Ritual circling, flock of crows flying low, three caws forewarn of death to mourn from evil scorn. Opening of the abyss such a hostile outburst, a violent explosion dismissed the flying black acolyte. Black energy, coal boiling water with the stench of death worse than chlorine trifluoride, Combined with burning sulfur causing birds flying by, an instant death. Sea creatures feast on the dead birds, died instantly from the scraps of the Beast. Such a dramatic scene, making the Bermuda Triangle graveyard look like a glitch in a ditch. Sea punctured from within, opening the devil’s dungeon, the hell beneath. The author of destruction, spitting tsunami’s far and wide as far as the eyes could see. The burning hole brimming with the multi-headed beast’s reflection, transpire, Crowning the beast with an ominous crown of thorny hellfire. Burning lithium tenfold, the devil playing with matches in the water. Suddenly, a loud high frequency roaring sound was heard all around, It’s Leviathan! Release the Kraken! Zeus’ voice fell like lightning from the sky, he welcomed Leviathan, his right-hand evil accomplice. Call the devil and he will come to take your soul for corrupt greedy riches of silver and gold. Vanity’s pride of not wanting to look old, lust of the flesh and eyes-causes one to miss true heartfelt beauty from inside. Gluttony: expands the waistline, swallows’ food whole, food flavors never truly taste, what a waste. Envy: begrudging others, robs you of peace, jealousy destroys the mortal soul causing one to look old. Sloth: the procrastination of laziness without rhyme or reason, indolence never has a season. Anger: violent empty emotional sword using mind, heart, body and soul to dig two graves including your own. Yours will be a field of nightmares for all eternity. The last call before the echoes that outlive your last breath are held to accountability. Genesis of guile to vanity’s allure while advocating a false deity is an abomination. You’ve acquired nought understanding since the Garden of Eden’s eviction You’ve summoned the false deity thunderbolt, Zeus And Leviathan, that serpent of old that goes to and fro disguising his deception. That evil spirit dragon called Devil, Beast, False Prophet, and Satan that was cast out into the earth Accompanied by his Fallen Angels, their master, their muse. A global generational known prediction since before the Savior’s birth. Our Savior, our Messiah, The Son of Man foretold of the evil one, Who fell from the sky like lightning to the ground with a mighty sound. For the beast’s right-hand man will come out of the sea with many heads and blasphemous names. However, the Beast from the earth will have authority over the Beast of the Sea. They are legions, for they are many committing blasphemy. Mirror, mirror on the wall, Your modern-day vanity goddess of mirrors calls. Zeus emerged while waiting for judgement day, only a lightning strike away. And Leviathan came out of the sea seeking to devour all sinners gone astray. Threatening black clouds fall from the sky, the sea foam rushes to shore, the tiny singing sparrows fly away in dismay Nothing novel, in the physical and spiritual realm, as above so below, the sky once blue with Atmosphere of Déjà vu Like Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, two young lovers full of possibility threw it all away because of a lie and insecurity. Story of old that’s been foretold, and every generation retold, Battle of Good and Evil, light and darkness. The Alpha and the Omega vs Beta Satan and his Fallen Angels, One day face to face, all will get ready to rumble, some will stumble and fall. Being caught off guard, many will feel tumultuousness, Unlike the five wise virgins, ready to meet their bridegroom. God’s Archenemies and Apollyon’s Babylon will be destroyed for in one-hour cometh doom! And just like that, with a blink of an eye, we’ve already won before it even begun. The tiny butterfly will rest on the gentle lamb and the tiny sparrow will sing to the mighty lion Living harmoniously in the promise land. Pride; vanity’s seductive snare is on overdrive, consuming all flesh. The woman riding the Beast will be devoured, But not before she seduces Babylon the Great Drunken on prideful rebellious sin drowning in hate and power. Black sheep, black sheep what do you see? I see God’s wrath coming for thee. Babylon the Great will be overtaken like a thief in the night, in a thundering rainy, dark cloudy sky. Condemned souls, frolicking in black matter reflections of their black mirror image of the Beast they embody. Souls bought and paid for by BlackRock drenched and baptized in Blackwater, making Satan their father. A dramatic apocalyptic tango void of love and driven by pride, vanity, arrogance, and hate. Dominating the sky with wailing winds, hail and supercell thunderstorms metastasized what cancerous evil ignites, Violent lightning bolts ignite the falling sulfur, burning blue melted blood fire. That’s when the sky will open and swallow up the mountains, evil deity spirits, and unrepentant descendants of Cain. Pride, the egotistical spirit birthing vanity. Vanity: Satan’s beloved sin, with deliberate speed destroying humanity. Sin marinated in pride, vanity, the arrogant lover of self, a recluse making the mirror your only friend. Mirror, mirror on the wall, Your smoke and mirrors vanity caused many souls to fall, To that end, you must atone. For now, we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Shall know fully, even as I have been fully known. A Mirror Parallel Universe, in a multi-dimensional reality, We fear the unknown, without knowledge beyond mortality. Mirror you have the power to reflect and amplify energy two-fold. You can see beyond the flesh and expose the mortal soul. The Aztec People had foreknowledge of Black Mirrors energy and portals. It’s plausible, ancient Black Mirrors were a prelude to smart cell phones, computers, and black flatscreen tv’s. Distracting devices deceiving humanity’s youths of what is reality and fantasy. Alluring spirits cross over, consuming our time, mind, energy, hardening hearts and deceiving the soul. Encouraging many to sell their integrity for vanity, riches and instant fame, With the delusion of nothing to lose and all to gain. The bitten apple logo, a reminder of promises to higher knowledge equivalent to God. We’ve come full circle since the Garden of Eden, The story is the same only the character names have changed. Scripture reads the snake was the cleverest wild animal God made. The devil is clever, but he cannot create, he can only copy and destroy. He cannot heal, he can only steal. He cannot be trusted because he is the father of lies and deception. Here’s a wild card. Just like ancient Black Mirrors, perhaps the algorithms connect to remote viewing, Manipulating, deceiving, and predicting users’ thoughts, by snooping, spying lying eyes, and itchy ears. Listening to private conversations, for ultimate power and control. Same hierarchy playbook of old. Through cell phones and computers, selling our private information to the highest bidder, Some are none the wiser, others use them as bottom feeders. All the while, draining energy and robbing minds through smart cell phone usage and dependency, Increasing moral decline, people lacking social skills and everyone’s heart growing cold, In reality, the heart growing cold is what causes one to grow old. Carrying on without a care in the world, without lovingkindness, without urgency. Just keep taking selfies and posting on social media, lovers of self was all forewarned and foretold. Guess one could say our souls are akin to the black box of an airplane. The soul tells God all he needs to know from our journey’s beginning until our journey’s end. Mirror, Mirror on the wall, See upon me only what life has bestowed What God has foretold A reflection that is as wise as it is old Only the lines in the mirror and not from vanity But only our soul. Eliminate vanity from your life and let God’s Word be a mirror reflection of your soul and break vanity’s deceitful spell. Don’t be the kind of Christian that looks in the mirror and forgets what she saw and what she knows to be true, fill your well. Carry God’s Word in the notebook of your heart comforting the soul, to cuddle you at night, like a warm blanket. Psalms and Proverbs; beautiful soothing poetic words; like sweet harmonious lullabies reflecting good vibes. Let your soul shine, a reflection of your Christian values, and don’t go back to what deceived you before, shut that door. Don’t forget God is the master potter and we are the molding clay. He breathed life into the nostril of every skin and bone. We were dust and to dust and ashes will return, fall on your knees and pray To be found worthy of residing in heaven one day. We dress ourselves in mink coats, fine linen, cashmere, and silk Sprinkle the flesh with expensive perfumes adorning diamonds and gold But forget to feed the starving soul the Living Word, sweet heavenly manna, honey and milk Neglected to take Holy Communion, the body and blood of Jesus Christ. All for vanity’s sake, the shallowest most absurd thing to be, we’re all guilty from time to time. Attempting to put ourselves high on a pedestal, when in reality, we makes ourselves foolish imbeciles. We know all flesh will wither and die like the season claims the leaves of the fig tree The same is destined for you and me. Only God can give us the living water of eternal life. Find comfort in the LORD. You have more value than the tiny sparrows, For if God takes care of the tiny sparrows, surely, He will take care of you. The eyes are the mirror to the soul. Look at a man’s eyes and it tells you all you need to know. Fall in love with a man’s heart and soul because that’s forever and never grows old. Seek not a man that only values the flesh because God will send you a man that values your beautiful soul. It was Victor Hugo who said, “It is God who makes woman beautiful, it is the devil who makes her pretty.”
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Out of Our Own Reach
Booyon
 November 09 2024 at 06:43 pm
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We all have reservations. We all have times when we think we are not ready for the next step. Whether this is the next step in education, a new job opportunity, or an addition to the family. Sometimes these feelings are warranted by real limitations, whether we lack experience, face physical or mental challenges, or simply feel our hearts are not ready to devote ourselves to that next endeavor. Whatever the case may be, the mere existence of these reservations shows a reverence for the situation we are addressing. We experience the same phenomenon with matters of God. Our knowledge of our sinful past can prevent us from taking that next step, even in what some would consider easy-to-conduct tasks, such as attending church, participating in a Bible study, or witnessing to others. This does not get any easier as our journey leads to other theological matters, such as those that make up the new birth experience as written in the Bible. Are we ready for water baptism? Are we prepared for the baptism of the spirit? These are issues we all have or will deal with. Theological debates do not seem to ease this in any way. Arguments are made about what is or isn’t essential, what practices recorded are or are not normative, and whether gifts are for today or just for that season. Amidst this confusion, I find clarity by looking through the lens of nothing being impossible for God. There is no box grand enough to contain him. Following his word as it is written will lead us into the Kingdom. I’m wagering my soul on it. Combining all the above, the confusion in the world, and knowing none of us are worthy of the gift of salvation, along with an earnest eagerness to seek the humility Jesus taught, we can have a border wall around our salvation that seems impenetrable. While talking with a brother in Christ about issues we and the people around us face, I told him, “We sometimes put things out of our own reach.” It was just one phrase in a meaningful conversation but had a profound impact. At first, it seemed counterintuitive. If it is within our reach to place it there, surely, we can reach again and grab it when the “time is right." I found myself examining the phrase before we were finished with the conversation. Quickly, a memory of an old analog scale we used at home for baking came to mind. It served as a perfect analogy for this concept. We keep the scale on the top of our cabinets, partially for décor and primarily because we don’t have a better spot. After we are done using it, I stand on my own two feet, albeit on the tips of my toes, and place the scale on the cabinet, using the tips of my fingers to get it past the webbing so it sits level. The next time we need to use it, I cannot simply reverse the process. To get my hand close enough to grasp this thing, I put it out of my reach; I need the help of something (a stool) to lift me to within reach. Maybe you see where I am going with this. Just as with the storage of the scale, putting God’s gifts out of our reach is not only possible but also probable. However, no stool is tall enough to help us in this regard. The uplifting help we need can only be provided by the gift-giver himself. Oh, what a wonderful God we have who is so patient with us. He allows us to work through these things at our own pace and makes himself available to meet us wherever we are and at any time. The saving faith we have, the means to the grace only he can provide, is itself only possible through his word. This only makes sense considering, “For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible…” (Colossians 1:16 NKJV) Some lessons we learn from conversation, teachings, and through the experience of others. Sometimes, our stubbornness leads us to act against our own best interests, learning lessons the hard way. We can get ourselves into situations that we cannot get ourselves out of. So, when faced with doubts regarding readiness throughout our walk with God, it is essential to remember it is not us; He makes us ready.

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